This was a note I wrote back on Thursday, February 18, 2010 at 3:49pm
Hi guys, as very little of you may know I was put on bed rest for 2 weeks, "Why?" you ask? Well as you all know, I'm pregnant, what most, if not all of you didn't know is that I was pregnant with twins, but I lost one. The sack of the twin that did not make it attached itself to the sack of the healthy one, the doc was afraid it would pull it down at the same time.
There is nothing more nerve wrecking than having to go to the bathroom to just worry over and over and over again on wether what's coming out is what's left of the first sack or if the second sack is also dissolving. The bleeding concerned my doctor so she put me on bed rest just to be safe. The reason I didn't call anyone was because I hated repeating the story OVER AND OVER...I was depressed and sad to know that I lost one of my babies...but happy and grateful to know there was still a healthy one in there who was going to make it...MAYBE.
The two week bed rest was probably the darkest and saddest time that I spent at home. Happy/Sad, Grateful/Deppressed, Laughing/Crying, Hopeful/Stressing...you guys have no idea what it felt like!
( I'm glad that part of my pregnancy is over with! )
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